how could numbers jam up in your head like they're so essential to one's survival? well, you know how numbers affect you especially when it's about a certain info about yourself and how others manage to get a corresponding response (plus don't forget the inevitable facial expression that goes with it). you're lucky if your work or your relationship with other people does not stress you out or else you'll get the oh-i-thought-you-already-have-a high-school-kid look (LOL).
i love it when people ask how old i am.
i'm 27 (barely a week, haven't sinked in yet..still feels like 18 if you really want to know).
most people wouldn't believe that it is not my waistline but my years of struggle to survive and fairly enjoy this God-given existence (oh, c'mon it's my birth month cut me some slack, will you? hit the reply for comments and besides this is my page LOL).
what's with 27? hmmm, my hands and feet are tied down to a lot of activities. right now, i jsut felt my head spin coz i was so tried. never mind that. being busy keeps us focus with things to be done. success is on its way (im pretty sure about it). that sense of optimism is rather new to me. i've been embracing it since i started this page. i suppose that's what you ought to do these days. no, not blogging all day long, silly. be optimistic. i used to worry how i'll manage stuff even the most trivial ones---even turning a year older is enough to give me panic attacks LOL.
im living with 27. so i'm not really sure what it's up to, whether i'll go seek greener pastures or find that geeky true love of mine. im just living it. 26 shipped out leaving behind a lot of memories equally haunting and mesmerizing. i will miss 26 but 27 needs my attention and i'm soo raring to give everything for my current 27.
27, what's in store for me? i'm ready!
|